♥ besties♥

have you ever been in mood happy full in heart and mind !!
i did

for the past few days i dont know why..
i put a smile on my face all the while..
even there is Niagara Falls stay at my eyes..
but seriously,i feel like there is something that cheer up my life
maybe hearts blow away the sadness
maybe light is coming on my way
where is it!!
i want it !!
light light light

♥ friends ♥
thanks for everything
give me some spirit to move on
convince me to smile
smash me with shark words
pampered me with loves..
lots of loves..

even sometimes you all drive me crazy
but its okay derr..
hahah !!
i believe BESTIES do exist
:D

kadang-kadang marah tu beri tanda
bahagia tu tak semuanya indah
hidup tak memanjang menderita

kadang-kadang sahabat tu mula dari senyuman
bila kita kenal dan mula mengenali
bila kita suka dan mula menyukai
bila kita sayang dan mula menyayangi
bila kita rindu dan mula merindui
bila kita rapat dan mula merapati
bila kita marah dan mula memarahi
bila kita benci dan mula mengingati
then it will brings u the title
SAHABAT

its not just a word
its a world
full of happiness
full of loves
full of kindness
full of sadness
full of US !!

♥THANKS ♥

♥i-CITY♥

kami

♥ love is everywhere ♥

♥ Found Myself ♥

♥Pictures and some memories will have to help me get through the life
when hope begins to fade♥

" Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again "

very touchy
rasa nak ternangis je bila baca lirik ni..
Mama
I Love You

Me
sgt menyentuh hati
mungkin terkenang-kenang kisah lama
tapi
its all memories now
i have my own way now
he doesnt care anymore
so, i will do anything and everything on my own
its all up to me

♥I FOUND ME♥

♥keep forgetting♥

Thinking back when we got together
In our hearts we were saying forever
So in love, boy we were so in love, mmm
Jealousy wasn't what we wanted, we broke up
And when you looked into my eyes I should of spoke up
And held you near, then I wouldn't be alone
And here it comes again

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keeps spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
And I don't want to think about you baby so much
All the things we did and the way that we touched
Just when I think about someone new
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
Forget about you, forget about
Watch me turn around and forget, forget about you
Forget about me and you

I would be crazy to say that we were perfect
And sometimes I was wondering if it was worth it
But now I see, how could you run from me?
And everytime I drive by your apartment
I get this overwhelming urge to walk in
And see your face and to be in that place all over again

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keeps spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
And I don't want to think about you baby so much
All the things we did and the way that we touched
Just when I think about someone new
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
Forget about you, forget about
Watch me turn around and forget, forget about you
Forget about me and you

The way we laughed, the way we kissed
I never though that I would miss
All the things I used to complain about you
The football games, the hometown friends
I'm just glad to see an end
But tell me why I feel so alone without you?
Ooo oh, Oooh, Yeah,
Here it comes again

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keeps spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
And I don't want to think about you baby so much
(I don't want to think about you baby so much)
All the things we did and the way that we touched (we touched)
Just when I think about someone new (new)
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
(I keep on forgetting to forget about you)

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keeps spinning around in my head (head)
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
(I keep on forgetting to forget about you)
Forget about you, forget about
Watch me turn around and forget, forget about you
Forget about me and you

Noo, Oh,
Yeah,
Forget about you

♥Leaving♥

ku Menahan Rasa Luka
Bila Kau Membenci Aku
Hanya Tuhan Mendengar
Bisikan Hatiku Yang Hancur

♥Love Then Leave♥

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Di tinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Dan ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkan ku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
Merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Dalam harapan

...

jam menunjukkan beberapa minit lagi nak berbuka puasa...
adushhh
serabut dol kepala aku
apa aku fikir pun tak tau
mama.. i need u ma...
ayina !!!
aku mahu bahu bersandar...
i miss u both too much !!!

buah melaka oh buah melaka
menu berbuka puasa
bendi belacan goreng + pedal goreng kunyit + daging hancur + air sunquick = best!!!
buah melaka sedang ke mari !!!

rindu (^_^)

sometimes we just lose something we never have :)

♥tonite♥

tonite :
rasa rindu
rasa sunyi
rasa teringat
rasa lapar lagi
rasa mood lebih tgk I AM LEGEND

heee
need time to rest..
ptg td berjalan ke kepulauan seroja membeli barang2 untuk berbuka
maksud aku hari ni, aku memasak..
berjalan tadi rasa tenang nikmati alam..
rindu mahu berjalan..
dulu rutin sekarang tak lagi

juadah berbuka puasa :
air asam + rendang asam + air tebu = kenyang
popia goreng+ buah melaka = sangat sedap

abah call :
ibu tiri tercinta berada di sisi
untungla ada orang balik rumah
heeee

mama call :
yangma, mama nak pi sana mggu depan hari jumaat..
sebab cuti nuzul quran, boleh berbuka sama-sama..
tapi still maybe datang...

Hope so...

rindu nak berbuka dgn family...
tahun ni turun perintah
tema warna MERAH !!!
fuuhhh...

my dear sayang adik saya :
Amas, rindu la...
i miss u to babe...!!

mr. AD
i miss u too...
:)))))
heeee...
aina stop marahING k..
cannot stop this feeling...
hahah!!
but half dead hard trying to KILL it !!
help me!!!!

besok, bermula hari baru...
tolong tambah kesabaranku ya Allah...

p/s :
when we lose someone and we feel lost in world
when we feel like crying and there is no one here to share
when we need the strength to build our life and its not there
think back what we left behind all this while
we will always have HIM

♥ Life Path ♥

setiap manusia ada jatuh dan bangunnya..
terpulang pada kita bagaimana mahu menjalani kejatuhan dan bangunnya diri kita..

hidup ni sangat mudah..
cuma kita perlu terima dan lalui apa yang ditetapkan..
namun, bersediakah kita merasakan kesakitan dan meraih kebahgiaan yang kadang sementara dan kadang bahagia itu sampai akhirnya ada cabaran tersendiri..

bahagia itu sebenarnya bakal melahirkan kesakitan yang amat sgt..
dan sedih tu kadang membawa kebahgiaan yang tak dapat diungkap dengan kata-kata..

bahagia saat itu, takkan berulang lagi..
hanya sekali sahaja terjadi...
dan kerana sekali itulah yang memberi kesan paling dalam...

tapi, kesedihan, kesakitan. kelukaan itu berlaku berkali-kali dalam hidup kita..
bersediakah nak mengharunginya...
bersediakah nak berdiri atas kaki sendiri mencari jalan keluar dari kepompong kesedihan,
bersediakah nak faham hati dan perasaan sendiri...

sesungguhnya aku takut...
takut tak dapat nak penuhi rasa, kemahuan dan kepuasan diri sendiri
takut tak dapat melalui hari-hari ini sendiri...
pedih itu sangat abstrak
tak dapat digambarkan,
tapi aku masih ada mama dan abah, mama dan abah yang jadi mata aku,
buat aku melihat diri aku..
buat aku sedar diri, sedar kebesaranNYA... terkadang aku lupa diri, lupa siapa aku..
asyik dengan kesedihan diri, kebahgiaan diri..

jika aku diberi pilihan :
tak ku mahu lalui saat kesedihan
tak ku mahu buat mereka terluka
tak ku mahu tahu apa rasa terluka
tak ku mahu tahu apa ertinya cinta
tak ku mahu tabur rasa kasihku pada sesiapa selain abah dan mama
tak ku mahu bersendiri harungi dunia

tapi, aku insan biasa..
perlu semua rasa... perlu tahu siapa Pencipta
perlu lalui semua untuk jadi manusia...
semuanya DIA yang beri...
aku cuba..
akan terus mencuba
semuanya aku perlu lalui tanpa alasan, even aku menolak, ia akan datang
sakit itu yang mengajar erti kuat, tabah dan berani...
beri kita pengalaman, beri kita jawapan kepada kehidupan...
lawanlah rasa sakit pedih itu, lebih kita rasa kepedihan itu, kita akan lebih cekal menghadapi rintanganNYA, Allahku

♥ Pour the salt into the open wound, it will heal you soon ♥

♥ Ujian Untukku ♥

besok sudah start ujian 1..
study on the way datang
cepat la mari

menanti kedatanganmu bersama mood2 terindah

♥♥♥

tgh sabar menanti waktu sahur juga
jerihnya xda makanan, sedih je smalam masa buka puasa..
nak g jauh2, xda kenderaan..
hmm...
namun begitu *_* tiada linangan air mata..
masih tabah mengharungi hari keempat berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan.
Allah sedang menguji hambaNYA..
aku masih bertahan TuhanKU..
besok nak berjuang di medan Exam plak..
Mama kuperlu doa dan restu mu..
kuatkan semangatku..

dia pergi aku masih dan sentiasa ada kamu..
kepergian yg silih berganti,
mama aku masih di situ berdiri mendoakan aku...
terima kasih mama..
i miss you mama

♥cintaku mekar dihati♥
♥terima kasih mama sentiasa disisi♥

♥cinta baru♥

waaahhhh.. what a suprise!!
ive got cinta baru la..
nama dia Undernight !!
hahaha
game la..
Aoi la ni punya keja
mempromote game dia kat aku..
kan dah jangkit..
best jugak la..
tgh tgu guide dia..
yela..
nak BERCINTA kena belajar dulu..
heeeee....

so, try la join..
and also, tgh gedik dengan LEFT4DEAD
alaamaakkk...
game lg..
*bercita-cita mnjadi pemain game terhebat*

♥ a piece of me ♥

banyak perkara berlaku dalam hidup aku.
yang pentingnya, kebahgiaan dan kerisauan sedang melanda diri aku.
wahh.. betapa hebatnya cinta kamu dulu, terkesan hingga sekarang.
ataupun hebatnya cinta aku dan memberi kesan tegar dalam hati aku.
even aku belajar melupakan kau, aku masih risau keadaan kau la gila !!
u said "were friend" i said "ok"
then u ask me to go.. what a bullshit !!
sometimes i feel that i dont need u !!
sometimes i fall because i tried to forget u..

whatever it is, here and now..
im trying hard la bodo !
hardly to let u go..
im on my way, u ask for it..
then its in progress now.,happy??
i wish u cepat sembuh, need to look at u and fighting the exam week with u..
like always..
of course la aku risau.kesakitan kau tu beri aku kerisauan.
but dont worry no heart feeling..
actually , you are the best friend i ever had right now..
the only one who teach me, the hurt, the pain, the happiness,
and mostly i admit that u teach me how easy LIFE are.
thanks !!

were friend right..